the tan's of lisa

growing pains

i've never been good at this - the Rocky Road Ahead.

as much as i hate it.
i think 'control freak' is the right term.

what's the menu?
what's the itinerary?
what's the plan?
is there a plan B?

gah.

i suppose that's why i hate slides
because you can't control, you can't stop.
once you go - you go.

sometimes i wonder;
what ever happened to being young, spontaneous & carefree?

in times like these
i just wanna curl up into a ball forever and ever.

life is not always peaches & cream.
and today, insecurity is bearing it's ugly head.

and insecurity asks :
"Lord, what's for tomorrow?"

and of course He's silent.
but strong.
Strong & Silent.

that's good.
because what is faith if it's not being tested?

You are my mysterious, wonderful, ever faithful One.
and i will wait on You.



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posted by lisathetan @ 2:37 AM